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Enter Freely the Path of Sorrows

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Feb. 2nd, 2007 @ 12:37 am (___)

The Price Of Fire

I would know your face
In this wild enchanted place
Come to me and be still
And we'll dream of the wild horses
Running free with the wild horses

From my dream I awake
Just one wish I have to make
If I hold you again
In these arms when the war is over
Will you stay when the war is over

For a lifetime and then
Until the world begins again

Well now I know it's the price of fire
To love you like I do in these chains
With the pleasure and the pain
It's nothing more than the price of fire
to feel so good and so afraid
I touch the flame and I can't look away

My world is turning in your hand
The skies are burning now the dream becomes the man

I can hear your voice
Now I'm sure I've made my choice
Take this heart where you will
And we'll be gone with the wild horses
Just you and me and the wild horses

For now I know it's the price of fire
To love you like I do in these chains
with the pleasure and the pain
I'ts nothing more than the price of fire
to feel so good and so afraid
I touch the flame and I can't look away

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Jan. 30th, 2007 @ 06:50 pm blah

"Good Enough"

Under your spell again.
I can't say no to you.
Crave my heart and it's bleeding in your hand.
I can't say no to you.

Shouldn't have let you torture me so sweetly.
Now I can't let go of this dream.
I can't breathe but I feel...

Good enough,
I feel good enough for you.

Drink up sweet decadence.
I can't say no to you,
And I've completely lost myself, and I don't mind.
I can't say no to you.

Shouldn't let you conquer me completely.
Now I can't let go of this dream.
Can't believe that I feel...

Good enough,
I feel good enough.
It's been such a long time coming, but I feel good.

And I'm still waiting for the rain to fall.
Pour real life down on me.
'Cause I can't hold on to anything this good enough.
Am I good enough for you to love me too?

So take care what you ask of me,
'cause I can't say no.

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Jun. 1st, 2005 @ 02:05 am (___)

Robot
You are 71% Rational, 14% Extroverted, 14% Brutal, and 28% Arrogant.

You are the Robot! You are characterized by your rationality. In fact,
this is really ALL you are characterized by. Like a cold, heartless
machine, you are so logical and unemotional that you scarcely seem
human. For instance, you are very humble and don't bother thinking of
your own interests, you are very gentle and lack emotion, and you are
also very introverted and introspective. You may have noticed that
these traits are just as applicable to your laptop as they are to a
human being. In short, your personality defect is that you don't really
HAVE a personality. You are one of those annoying, super-logical people
that never gets upset or flustered. Unless, of course, you short
circuit.

To put it less negatively:

1. You are more RATIONAL than intuitive.

2. You are more INTROVERTED than extroverted.

3. You are more GENTLE than brutal.

4. You are more HUMBLE than arrogant.

Compatibility:

Your exact opposite is the Class Clown.

Other personalities you would probably get along with are the Hand-Raiser, the Emo Kid, and the Haughty Intellectual.

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If you scored near fifty percent for a certain trait (42%-58%), you
could very well go either way. For example, someone with 42%
Extroversion is slightly leaning towards being an introvert, but is
close enough to being an extrovert to be classified that way as well.
Below is a list of the other personality types so that you can
determine which other possible categories you may fill if you scored
near fifty percent for certain traits.

The other personality types:

The Emo Kid: Intuitive, Introverted, Gentle, Humble.

The Starving Artist: Intuitive, Introverted, Gentle, Arrogant.

The Bitch-Slap: Intuitive, Introverted, Brutal, Humble.

The Brute: Intuitive, Introverted, Brutal, Arrogant.

The Hippie: Intuitive, Extroverted, Gentle, Humble.

The Televangelist: Intuitive, Extroverted, Gentle, Arrogant.

The Schoolyard Bully: Intuitive, Extroverted, Brutal, Humble.

The Class Clown: Intuitive, Extroverted, Brutal, Arrogant.

The Robot: Rational, Introverted, Gentle, Humble.

The Haughty Intellectual: Rational, Introverted, Gentle, Arrogant.

The Spiteful Loner: Rational, Introverted, Brutal, Humble.

The Sociopath: Rational, Introverted, Brutal, Arrogant.

The Hand-Raiser: Rational, Extroverted, Gentle, Humble.

The Braggart: Rational, Extroverted, Gentle, Arrogant.

The Capitalist Pig: Rational, Extroverted, Brutal, Humble.

The Smartass: Rational, Extroverted, Brutal, Arrogant.

My test tracked 4 variables How you compared to other people your age and gender:

You scored higher than 56% on Rationality
You scored higher than 11% on Extroversion
You scored higher than 6% on Brutality
You scored higher than 20% on Arrogance

Link: The Personality Defect Test written by saint_gasoline on Ok Cupid

uh....riiight. The trouble with that test, just like the problem with the previous one, is the way the questions are asked. For instance if you ask me to classify myself as either thinker or feeler, I choose thinker. But I tend to spend some time THINKING about FEELINGS. Which do I tend to go with in decsions? Reason! But that's because there is no "some of both" option. anyway, while one test says I am so empathetic I may know people better than they do, this one says I have no feeling...though this one is trying to be funny.

see this one is almost me:
You are the Hand-Raiser, that annoying kid in class who always had an answer for everything. No doubt, as a child you probably sat in the front of the class, anxiously waving your hand back and forth in the air while your teacher desperately tried to avoid calling on you because you were the ONLY fucking kid that answered her questions. Clearly, the key traits of your personality are your rationality and your extroversion. You are like a little talkative calculator, in other words. You also tend to be rather gentle and less arrogant than most people. So what is your defect, then? Well, you're boring, and when you're not boring, you are just plain annoying with your ultra-logical responses and constant need to talk to others. So keep waving that hand in the air, son. I'm still not calling on you. You are too logical, you talk too much, and your humility and gentleness only makes me hate you more, because they make me feel like I almost SHOULDN'T hate you. But I do. Big time.

but I am introverted. with my hand in the air. and I am not all THAT rational.

but boy am I glad I picked all the thinking ones or I'd be:
You are the Emo Kid, best described as a quiet pussy! You tend to be an intuitive rather than a logical thinker, meaning you rely more on your feelings than your thoughts. Not only that, but you are introverted, gentle, and rather humble. You embody all the traits of the perfect emo kid. You are a push-over, an emotional thinker, gentle to the extent of absurdity, and so humble that it even makes Jesus puke. If you write poetry, you no doubt write angsty, syrupy lines about depression, sadness, and other such redundant states of emo-being. Your personality is defective because you are too gentle, rather underconfident in yourself, decidely lacking in any rational thought, and also a bit too inhibited.

I probably made you cry, didn't I? Fucking Emo Kid.

that one being inaccurate in that I am not THAT irrational.

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May. 23rd, 2005 @ 11:05 pm (___)

INFJ - the counselor
You scored 9% I to E, 21% N to S, 38% F to T, and 47% J to P!

Your type is best summed up by the word "counselor", which belongs to
the larger group of idealists. Only 2% of the population share your
type. You are so empathic that you often know what others need before
they know themselves. You are a complex person who can deal with
complicated issues and people, almost prefer to, as you love problem
solving. You can be something of an idealist or perfectionist, and
should try to take yourself a little less seriously.
You are a
supportive and insightful romantic partner, encouraging your mate to
have dreams and work hard to make those dreams come true. Because you
are so creative, you have a wealth of ideas to help them toward those
goals. You need harmony so much that you are driven to resolve conflict
quickly, as long as the terms don't violate your ethics. You feel the
most appreciated when your partner admires your creativity, trusts your
inspirations, and respects your values. It is also vitally important
that your partner be open and emotionally available - in other words,
that they be willing to share themselves completely.

Your group summary: idealists (NF)

Your type summary: INFJ

My test tracked 4 variables How you compared to other people your age and gender:

You scored higher than 9% on I to E
You scored higher than 15% on N to S
You scored higher than 36% on F to T
You scored higher than 45% on J to P

Link: The LONG Scientific Personality Test written by unpretentious2 on Ok Cupid

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Apr. 27th, 2005 @ 10:35 am apperently

Current Mood:

crushed

Saw You Drown
~Katatonia
( as through your... )

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Apr. 27th, 2005 @ 10:30 am one of those days

Current Mood:

crushed

"Elf Tower New Mexico"
~Coheed and Cambria
( thank god, you're still... )

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Apr. 27th, 2005 @ 10:28 am because it's just

Current Mood:

:'(

No need to argue
~The Cranberries
( there's no need... )

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Apr. 27th, 2005 @ 10:22 am Song posting spree

Current Mood:

:'(
Current Music: guess

Full of Grace
~Sarah McLachlan
( the winter here's... )

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Apr. 19th, 2005 @ 11:54 am (___)

Current Mood:

nghk

Ndfhe Areckut Ide

Eotye Chogu

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Mar. 3rd, 2005 @ 05:58 pm Shatterall strikes

Current Mood:

guilty

...it's one thing to create an LJ community but for people to actually join they have to know it exists{ it ocured to Shatterall that once a very long time ago a certain young girl had no shame in emailing everyone in a certain epals-type database that admitted to being intested in Star Wars{ this actually worked and the little RPG got members this way { thus Shatteral though if that worked for that young girl that perhaps and agressive campaign of advertising for the community might also work { even Shatterall found that mehtod intrusive, difficult, and shameful { the result: the community now has one whole not-Shatteral member! { this is quite something { ...there also have been some not too pleased replies to the posts in random communities that looked like they might also harbor lost souls... { Shatterall does not blame them and feels very bad about invading the communities and LJs of random people { however, Shatterall did find a lost soul this way so...

YAY YAY YAY YAY *happy dance*

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Mar. 2nd, 2005 @ 04:41 pm (___)

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Jan. 26th, 2005 @ 08:44 pm (___)

Current Mood:

plastic smile

I did somehting positive, I'm being good, got a smile plastered on my face ; isn't that what you wanted?

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Jan. 16th, 2005 @ 03:40 am (___)

Current Mood:

:(

Sometimes I feel like Cassandra. Only no one asked me if I wanted to please Apollo before cursing me.

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Jan. 10th, 2005 @ 05:49 pm (___)

Current Mood:

ermunph
Current Music: "The Plagues" ~ Prince of Egypt Soundtrack

this song is so fun, a lot of the ones from this movie are, religious though they are <> some sometimes wonder about me and my sense of relaity <> I am an escapest <> and am off in a moment to look through my books pretending I'm doing important research for the VFD <> but I assure you I do actually have a fairly good grip on reality, or rather, I am fairly well aware of it <> I try not to touch it <> the fact that I am an escapest is because I am far too in touch with reality <> nasty thing this reality <> mean nasty thing that is the cause of all my darker moods and self destructive tendancies <> seriously, it's only when I cannot escape reality that I have problems <> trouble is escaping gets harder as you age <> oh well, I continue to fight my battles against this horrid reality believing the wonderful quote:

Reality can be beaten with enough imagination

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Jan. 8th, 2005 @ 06:06 pm something interesting.

Current Mood:

mildly triggered
Current Music: *sighing and whacking*

“Spoo is/are(the plural of spoo is spoo) small, white, pasty, mealy critters, rather wormlike, and generally regarded as the ugliest animals in the known galaxy by just about every sentient species capable of starflight, with the possible exception of the Pak’ma’ra, who would simply recommend a more rigorous programme of exercise. They are also generally considered the most delicious food in all known space, regardless of the individuals biology, almost regardless of the species, except the Pak’ma’ra, who like the flavour but won’t say so simply to be contrary.

Spoo are raised on ranches on worlds with a damp, moist, somewhat chilly climate so that their skin can acquire just the right shade of paleness. Spoo travel in herds, if moving a total of six inches in any given direction in the course of a given year can actually be considered moving. They stay in herds ostensibly for mutual protection, but the reality is that if the weren’t propped up against one another, most of them would simply fall down. They do not bark, howl, moo, purr, yap, squeak, or speak. Mainly they sigh. Herds of sighing spoo can reportedly induce unparalleled bouts of depression, which is why most spoo ranchers wear earmuffs even when it’s only mildly cold, damp, wet, and dreary outside. If there is any life-or-death struggle for dominance within the spoo herd, it has not yet been detected by modern science.

Spoo ranching is one of the least-regarded professions known. Little or no skill is required, once you’ve got a planet with the right climate. You bring in two hundred spoo, plop them down in the middle of your ranch, and go back to the nearby house. Soon you’ve got more. When it comes time to cull out the ones ready for market (the softest, mealiest, palest, most forlorn looking spoo of the pack), little physical effort if required since they’re incapable of rapid movement without falling over (see above). They do not resist, fight, or whine; they only sigh a little more loudly. When spoo harvest time comes, the air is full of the sound whacking and sighing, whacking and sighing. Even an experienced spoo rancher can only harvest for brief periods at a time, due to the increased volume of sighing, which even with the sound of whacking cannot altogether erase (also see above). Some have simply gone mad.

Spoo are the only creatures of which the Interstellar animal Rights Protection League says, simply, 'Kill 'em'"

-JMS (Babylon 5)

there you have it. Spoo.

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Jan. 6th, 2005 @ 05:44 pm (___)

Current Mood:

icon-y
Current Music: Stratovarius, Stratovarius and more Stratovarius

was breifly possesed by a SoUE (series of unfortunate events) obsession and made about 15 LJ icons. day went way to fast. no idea where it went. icon making is fun.

The world is NOT quiet here and I wish the SoUE VFD was real.

despite the non-quiet (which is a strange Latvian custom, quiet I mean, not un-quiet) I hear nothing outside. how sad.

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Jan. 4th, 2005 @ 06:26 pm (___)

Current Music: three guesses

Passing Bird ~ Katatonia

she's got black hair
and she has got a black dress
she's pretending
that her life is a mess
but I cannot rest
with so many worries
I can't lie down
and say I am done

I live 'cause I need more light
I hope I can change today
she would never think of changing
too much fucking emo, it's false (I know)

she stops me in the street
and asks me to follow

I would if I could
if I wouldn't mind breaking her.

^^^that's why the belong ramble about being upset when I'm not bothered me, wouldn't want to be like the girl in the song *shudder* emo *shudder*

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Jan. 2nd, 2005 @ 04:46 am (___)

....don't tell anyone, but, CARROT!

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Dec. 30th, 2004 @ 02:32 pm (___)

Current Mood:

sick

stupid. freaking. cold. makes life unfun. have FUN books, but active books, sit at kitchen table with a bunch of them and notebooks and make notes and charts kind of fun books, but my cold makes me sit cross eyed and drooling because I cannot breath. Plus am total baby when sick...sad but true...only cuz I can be tho, I'm at home, parents will fuss and bring me things and make me pudding.

...in other news, joined more communities that make me happy. like worriers club. freaking awesome.

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Dec. 29th, 2004 @ 02:43 am cold

Current Mood:

my nose is stuffy
Current Music: "Boadicea" ~ Enya

ooooh I collecting interests, fun game. makes me feel less pathetic...I mean...shoebox_project is an intrest, with devoted communities! There are people who claim parts of it and squee about it. Makes me feel almost dignafied. But never quite, of course.

stupid cold, worsens as we speak...er as I type.

how is one supposed to collect and care for Lost and wayward souls when one feels like curling up and crying like a baby over the onset of a common cold? most inconvient. I shall have to speak to the manager.

update: there also seem to be communities based on fidderent PAGES of HP books. That knowledge threatens to make me feel dignafied. Honnestly, I am a sad obsessed person, I have imaginary sock puppets of Remus and Sirius (...actually it's just a smidge less pathetic than it sounds so I shant explain), but I can't say I've ever wished to deicate an LJ community to a PAGE of HP. Nor do I know off hand what takes place on these random pages. Makes me feel ashamed. I should be that sad. I am not.

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